Oh god for centuries *ahem ive not visited blogger at all to post.Also ive returned to blogger so that i can express myself freely.Maybe its bcoz im too engrossed with facebook :\ add me lol! Its the school holidays now btw, it marks the end of sec2, junior level and short pants reign yay !! ^^ Lets talk about FYE first. I only got a decent/average 66% . omG! Its a drop of 5% from term3 which i got 71% and also down 8 class positions to 20 from 12. sIGh. I just hope i can go to 336/337, the class with single humans. The subject combi will be triple science with elect hist or geog. Im opting for elect hist babe. Wish me all the best . To be exact, here are my results:

EL: 65
LIT:61
HIST:57 (fuck SBQ, i fail em all, waste my time writing those crap _|_ )
GEOG:78 (holA!)
MATHS:72 (not an A1 ! nooo...cb)
LSS:72 (ok lah, hopefully i can take triple science)
HML:60 (wtf, term3 from 75 become 60,5th out of 10th position.toot. i was 1st throughout the year then suddenly i lost my reign, THANKS TO KEFAHAMAN WHICH I FAILED BOTH MCQ AND WRITTEN, MCQ I GOT 0, ALL OPTIONS WRONG AND KEFAHAMAN MY ANSWERS THE TEACHERS PUT X EVERYWHERE,fucking sad, i weeped for that you know. next year i will make sure i will get A1 for O lvl Malay ! God please help me ! Amin!)

Also lately, I felt really down for not being a PSL, I had one nomination and I COULD HAVE APPEALED. "Andai ku boleh memutarkan putaran dunia lalu kembali ke masa lampau T-T" Sigh, made worse was that after i looked at the photos of the psltc, it was damn bloody fun,worth spending the weekend. SIGH! Ok after looking back at this year, I have summarised my failures/depressions for this year.

1.Track and field championships
Esp for 400m hurdles. I took part because nobody in the class wanted to and I just wanted to give it a try. lalaalalallla and I made it to finals after qualifiers. I finished last, timing 1:28. damn. Halfway through out the race i was 3rd, but after i crashed at one of the hurdles, there goes my medal. T-T. Fail. Try again next year ? See first >< Anw the hurdles will be higher this time.

2. Sports day
my 800m race. lol. Timing around 3:15. I was 5th/6th there. The champion crossed the finishing line when I was 100m away from it and there were like 3/4 pple in front of me. Hey its kind of not bad as I was the only UG there. And the rest were sports CCA. But still its a failure. Nvm, the fact that after that U won bronze medal for 4x400m race, justified.

3. SYF
If you didnt know, we got silver. Our first time participating with 6 months of intense training. I expected for gold badly so when we got silver, for the whole day I was down. Not really a failure. Nvm hope for the best for 2011 :D sec4. Can meet all the jambu minah tarian during SYF xD. budak ni banyak perasan ah. haha. Its fun though, except for the make over urgh...

4. berita harian bahas 2009
Sigh, this year we got knocked out at round1 of the bahas, thanks to srikandi RGS. rAwR! I feel so much for the team this year. The title went to VS. Good for them. I want to take part either next year or 2011 to snatch the title and return it back to SJI. It is hard you know bahas/debate or oratorical which is the preliminaries round. Nvm, I am willing to do it for my seniors, and SJI. Its for them, IF we can get it back. I couldnt make it to watch their match coz I was at RI for prize presentation, Junior Level Peraduan Mengarang Champion. hehe. I went to catch up with them later on, to watch other matches. Our heart sank to the bottom when SJI wasnt called to proceed to next round. =( By right when I take part, those from other schools of my level I would have already known them from YMC. hehe.

5.SJI X-COUNTRY
I was high hopes before the race to get a medal, finish top 20. Jon Leong was my running buddy. I ran with music too ^^. Downside was that later on like halfway the race of 4.3km, Jon Leong stopped to tie his shoelaces and told me to go first :O. I ran the race alone from there. I finished...26th position. zomg. 21 mins. A big improvement from last year's of 28 mins. Sigh. Left with next year , my last one and only chance. I am training myself this hols for the race. hehe. Anw i ran that race thinking of impressing somebody, but failed. Anw she said its ok :) . o.O. Im not telling more who...

6. Orienteering and ncc stuff
I wasnt selected for orienteering somehow. Im second in the part B for sji x-country yet im nto in. The written test I got 12/20, a decent/average score. Highest was only 15. And the practical test we came in 2nd, then overall became 3rd. So why wasnt i IN ?!?!?! My 2.4km 11:47. Quite sucky but x-country was more recent. Sigh. End up the team didnt win. I had high hopes for them to win. Nvm.

and 7. and 8. being FYE and PSL. OK thats it. FYI I've gone single for two years already xD. Now i dont see the rush/need to get one. No need so despo what. Leave it to God. I only need 'special friends', they have to be girls of course. No they arent my gf but just someone to talk to and share stuff. So far this year I had 2 special friends. lol. Im not telling more. haha!

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