I feel like crap now. I got back all my results today. It gave me a headache. Here are the crappy results of mine:

C6 EL: 50 (wtf, i failed compre 2ND LOWEST IN CLASS -_-")
C5 HML: 59 (aaah, so high for paper1, paper 2 just passed exactly. wtffff la.)
C6 AMATHS: 54 (holllyy shittt. i passed. what shit is this ?)
B3 EMATHS: 65 (whattheffuxx, so many got A1 why I B3 ? knnccb sia LOWEST IN CLASS!)
C5 BIO: 56 (hollyy MOFO, I passed ! i thought i'd fail it. of course this is crap)
E8 PHY: 40 ( expected fail -_-" LOWEST IN CLASS somemore.
B3 CHEM: 65 ( mann, I was very confident of distinction. nvm.)
D7 CHumans(SS,EH): 46 ( aah ! passed history but failed ss both essay and sbq F^million)

TOTAL PERCENTAGE: 54.375 %
L1R5: 30

HOLY SHIT ! My lowest percentage and highest L1R5 ever. I guess promoting to Sec4 will be a challenge if I get this kind of results for FYE. NO PLEASE :'( . With that kind of L1R5, no JC will accept me and also not even a polytechnic. Conclusion ? ITE. WTFWTFWTF! I'm lowest in class for 2 subjects. Highest mark only a 65, B3. That's a mere B3.

I have made a resolution. In the June holidays, I am going to study 1-2h everyday. Start on Term3 and also revision. Please God, I can't afford screwing up TERM3 or FYE. Must get 70% and below 20 or better, below 15 or 10. Amin.

I failed Physics.I know there's more failures to come but heck lah. Furthermore, I'm the lowest in class. He only read out the order from highest to lowest and obviously he read out my name the last. I have no doubts that it will be an F9! Tmrw getting ALL results. I am not worrying. Simple, it's just pointless to worry. Ok will update with my results on the next posts. I finally went to ICA to make new passport. I am waiting to collect it. I will go for medical check up on Tuesday required for Mt. Ophir trip. Tmrw is my eldest bro ,20 yo convocation at Ngee Ann Poly o_O!

PS: The intro of Lady GaGa's Alejandro is definitely orgasmic. LOLOLOL.

Random pics ahh :D

The wait is coming to and end. As a new day approaches, I am getting closer to obtaining my much awaited results for MYE. That very day will be on the Monday 24 May 2010. I will come to school with fear, ready and prepared my results for all the papers. I will expect the worst, so that I won't get depressed if any of my marks are totally unsatisfactory. It's all about deceiving my mind since there is nothing else that I can do with my results.

I have a feeling I will fail AT LEAST 1 subject. Confirm fail 1 subject. Subjects which I think I will fail are PHYSICS, BIOLOGY, COMBINED HUMANS. 3 subjects out of 8 subjects that I take...nice...-_-" Somehow for Physics, my physics teacher didn't say anything to me about my paper unlike the rest who he thinks they underperformed. I have low expectations by him as I am a bit weak in it but he didn't tell me stuff like I really flunked it this time like what he told others in my class. I'm half thankful and relieved but still waiting here in fear.

I think I will fail Bio as I only memorised the contents 1 week before and not throughout the whole 7 days but just 3/4 days. :\ Confirm flunk. I think I will not do well for Combined Humanities (SS/EH) as my elect history teacher told our class that we did badly. For SS, it is mainly because I didn't study the essay topic which came out as I focused on another essay topic too much, totally ignoring the one which came out for exam. It caused me to write very little for that essay and based on my insufficient reading on it.

A good news came yesterday but unlike today, I think there will be bad news tmrw because of my actions today. The good news is that I got the form for Mt Ophir (Gunung Ledang) hike. Bad news, my passport is expiring in July and this leaves it to 1 month validity and insufficient of the 6 months validity required. Seriously, FUCK THAT ! This stupid asshole passport expiry date isnt bothering me just for this trip but also for OB SABAH in November. Screw off lah fuckhead passport expiry date. Anyway, what's the point of having an expiry date on an exact date when it actually requires 6 months validity to travel ? Well, it is not as if I will get lost and then deserted, surviving somehow for more than 6 months and then returning to Singapore only to realize I cannot as my passport expired. SERIOUSLY WTF. God, help me. Thanks God.

My day became bad just for that. Grrrrrr.

To summarize my holiday plans as mentioned in previous posts, it's basically just earn the big bucks, train(workout),learn skills, revise schoolwork and read ahead topics for Term 3. For work, I saw a job post poster at Botak Jones which is located a stone throw's away from my house, of course at Bukit Batok itself. It mentioned about hiring crew full/part time. I wonder if students can apply and work for just a month during the holidays. Anyway, all that is unconfirmed and the plans of earning cash may just get flushed down the toilet bowl (ok...wtheck Yusuf?) as I am actually keen in a 3D2N/4D3N ?? Mount Ophir hike organised by NCC HQ. I was very interested in it and to go for the one in Term1 but I couldnt as it will clash with Spec Course. Thus, this opportunity available is yet to be seized by me ! Nothing is confirmed yet on my application. Ask God if you really want to confirm...

I look forward to it anyway. I really want to ! :\ *raises hands and pray (i dont clasps)*



Next, to be specific on what I mean by learning skills, they are actually, front flip, backflip,sideflip and wallflip.Gymnastics rocks. These moves are awesome ! Acrobatic and energetic. How exactly am I going to learn ? From YouTube of course ._." Training? On my own when LOF at the gym (heck it if you dont know whats that) or bed + mattress :P . Overcome the fear and the skills will be born into me in no time... :DDD

Aargh. New update which is actually bad news to me. There will be some sort of modified exams instead of TA3/CT3. Wahhh !@#$%^&* I must really study and create notes for term 3 like during June hols. No more screw ups allowed :\ :'( ... With discipline comes everything.

Finally, the moment we all have been waiting for has made its arrival. It's the post-examinations period. I think I talked about my plans for June holidays in the previous post. I forgot to add on something. I will be job-hunting. I want a part-time job. It's going to be freaking boring at home if I don't go out always everyday. What I have in mind right now is something quite boring generally, tuition to pri schl student. Yea :\ but the student is someone I am quite close and comfortable with so defenitely it's not going to be boring . Most probably the subject will be Maths. I donno how frequent it will be. You know what, if that job takes place on weekends only, then I have another plan for weekdays. Sharrol say work at kedai kopi ( coffee shop ) LOL. I thought it was a joke but then it is not. Ok. Update again next time.

Screw my MYE results once I get it back. Enjoy life like there's no tomorrow.

It was a nightmare which I couldn't wake up from. Yes, that's exactly how I was in when doing the PHYSICS . First paper of the day was English Paper 2 which I somehow stumbled upon the word "bewildered" in vocabulary which obviously means confused/puzzled. I put something else totally out of point. Ok let's skip to Physics. Firstly, I was already prepared for the worst as my physics teacher said that only 30% of the level will pass. That's like 331,332,33 only yeah...and maybe including other physics gods in other classes. Section A itself was already quite tough, Section B and C: bloody hell ! I skipped questions here and there and everywhere. I've prepared for the worst paper. Now, I'm prepared for the worst results ever which I predict it's gonna be a F9 ! (Record broken if that's the case, gonna be my first F9 ever). Tmrw's A Maths only for me as I don't take Full Humanities. Then on Wednesday, THE LAST DAY OF EXAMS will be Higher Malay Paper 2 and Biology. I can't wait for Wednesday !





I am not expecting awesome results. Probably average and better than Term 1's. I really hope it will be. So far I'm only screwed much for Physics and Combined Humanities (that's sad as it is my only humanities !) . I have lots of plans for post-exam period and June holidays. Here :D :

1.Train for SJI X-Country
Without training last year, I ran my very best ( actually, just my best) and I got 26th position, 21 mins+ for 4.3km. Just 1min faster and I could have landed a medal. Oh well the last X-Country for me so I better train and by hook or by crook, I am on for the medal :D

2. Go to GYM :D
Self-explanatory xD

3.Study for next exams....FYE OMG !
There will not be TA3 as SJI is heavily involved in YOG. Thus, the next examinations will be Final Year Exams. Screw this one and that's it, I just screwed my Sec3 life. Well of course I will not want that to happen. I have to study ahead and I am planning to spend at least an hour everyday (weekday only i mean) to study and prepare for FYE. You know 4 months of preparations that sounds like A LOT OF TIME RIGHT ? Well sure that's a lot if you actually spend that period to revise. Ahh you get what I mean...like in some cases you say 2 weeks are a lot of time to go for exams and all of sudden like in a blink its exams time. What Im trying to say here is the period of time to prepare will be a lot if you actually prepare for it instead of idling.

4. SYF training
If Im not wrong ( cant confirm this yet) , Term 3 marks the start of SYF training for next year. It's going to be sth like 2 years ago just that I am the senior now :O. Time's really fast in SJI. Next thing I know, I just got my O lvl results slip. (My, that sounds like a long way more to go man)

Ok now let me just focus on what's left of MYE and then enjoy myself before I start the plans as above. I realise that this post is kind of long ! xD. Thanks . Bye. Gluck in your exams and life.

Yusuf
Who ? Me? Who am i ?

I just can't study at home ! The distractions are just too many to list here. Apart from that, my study table and study room are so cramp ! Can you believe that my study table is beside the computer and it's totally distracting when my bro uses it. URGH ! >_
Thus, I have a plan for tomorrow since MYEs are really near the corner. If possible, I will like to study at any library in Singapore. It will be better if it's SJI library yay for school library. It is definitely a conducive environment for all to study with its serenity/tranquility. Silence encompasses the library. It has a perfect temperature, air-conditioned of course. It has tables and chairs neatly arranged for use of all to study or read. Well have a look ;D