Two and a half months since I last attended a bike lesson at BBDC. Oh my, time really flies. Here we go again. So glad to be done with the practical lessons and I'm left with mock TP (8.01) and TP test itself. Thankfully today's lesson was only a revision lesson, a much needed one. I felt clumsy initially on the bike today but it eventually got better once the muscle memory was put in place. Just one more self-practice ride on Friday night before I go for 8.01 on Saturday. I hope to clear it once if not it'll be $60 burnt. Shall fully utilise my self-practice session on Friday.
PM
Had a meetup with Daniel Foo & Pirra after so long. Meeting them always makes me feel that my 3 years in jc went by in a flash. So blessed to have them in my life throughout my jc life, right from the start. Same goes to Sanjee as well. With that meetup, I miss school even more sigh. On a random note, I only realised today that I only keep in touch with one female friend (idek if she's my friend actually) from CJ. What. Rather perplexed and perturbed by this. Would love to keep in touch with some female classmates of mine but what can I do now oh well. Some other time maybe *shrugs*.
I had another meetup with an insurance agent today too. It felt like a meetup with a secondary school female friend I never had lolol. In other words, it was totally casual. Anyway I thought that only adults buy life insurance. Then I realised that I'm old enough to buy one without consulting anyone and I'm slowly inching closer to adulthood. Eh no la I'm just becoming an abang abang. Now that doesn't seem daunting.
Spending most of my day in Jurong East today reminded me of my Saturdays of the yesteryear, mugging at Jurong Library from morning to dusk. Those were the days. Never thought I'd miss that weekly routine man. I won't want to relive those days or at least not anytime soon. What are 2 weeks of final ex compared to 4 months of mugging. I'll be done with final ex real soon and I look forward to the end of my training phase. Easy for me to say this but I bet in the future I'll miss my trainee days and kind of long to be in it again. Seems like life is an endless cycle of hardships which we'll end up missing one day. Such is life.
Last but not least, I borrowed some books from BB library before I headed home. Reading in dorm after dinner will make time fly faster though ironically I detest the fact that I am growing up too fast :(
HOME SWEET HOME
Coming home provided me with an answer to the question of wanting time to slow down or go faster. I choose the latter. For some brave souls out there, being strong is the only option to kick cancer's ass. It's such a painful sight to see my mum sluggish and weak from chemotherapy. But it'll all be over one day and it's a matter of time.
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but with you, I want time to stop |
