Oh God that was the MOST relentless/merciless/unforgiving/ruthless exam week of my life. The only consolation out of it is ... it's just prelims so nothing's really counted. Still, having a paper every single day in a week is clearly a feat just for me to prepare adequately and to sit for the papers itself. I'm sure my stress levels have surpassed my threshold to remain sane (I lost it at some point of time I think) . The biggest disappointment of all was Maths. It was always my strongest subject in every exam thus far in JC but seems like I didn't practice it enough this term despite all the bite-size & consolidation exercises and revision lectures. I'd be contented with a 50 for Paper 1, really ha.ha. I think I will see improvement in my grades for Bio and Econs. OR AT LEAST I HOPE THERE'S IMPROVEMENT. PLEASE.
Whatever. At least I know the amount of work that needs to be done for A levels. If only there's a 2 months study break instead of one though. 4 more papers then it will be a week of holidays and we'll be down for our last month of school. UES 80 ah pls in sya Allah. I guess just one more blog post after prelims and that's it regarding my JC journey. For the future me to be thankful to my present self for putting in my best effort and for the little boy in me with dreams to be fulfilled.
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