All in all, I guess I figured out that I can't lie to myself about where my passion lies. It's in hiking, motorcycling and keeping fit. Besides that, I have my deen to take care of which I feel I am not allocating enough time to upgrade my spirituality as the time was mostly spent on dance. I'd choose being a budak masjid over budak tarian. Ya rabbi. Will I continue dancing in the next academic year then? Maybe just for sem 2.1. Anything longer and I am more less forced to be in exco hahaha oh no. Turning 23 soon so it's only apt that I spend more time every week learning more on my deen. In sya Allah.

On a different note, this sem is going pretty ok for now (Update: ok end of week 8 and I've had 3 mental breakdowns/ feeling complete exhaustion ) and there seems to be less workload at this point of time as compared to last sem. I guess not having any group projects this sem makes it seems more relaxed and what more without any weekly commitment.

 Taking Thai Level 1 and Strength Training as my electives this sem and I am glad that I am able to take up electives that I have interest in yeszszzz. (Update: no such thing as easy A elective actually)

My best friend is on exchange this sem but that's fine as I realised that I have my small clique of 3 people in my course to go for lectures and tutorials with haha. Also, I have no interest in dating anyone k hopefully for the whole of 2018 pls. 

Recess week just ended and I am so thankful that I passed my class 2A TP test as planned since last December alhamdulillah. The thought of my upcoming commitment for production is really a turn off and feels like a burden already. May He guide me and enlighten me as to the reason I ended up choosing this path as He is indeed the best of planners and the most knowledgeable. In the name of Allah, the most beneficent and the most merciful.

http://www.yasminmogahed.com/2011/06/21/this-life-a-prison-or-paradise/