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Term3 sucks. 2010 sucks. D: . Yet again, I failed some subjects. Only the gods/pros/scholars wont fail subjects in upper sec. I havent gotten back all results. I will release all here once I get back my report book.

Highlight of the day

CLK walked around our class and saw that some of our tables had notes scribbled on it. He immediately knew that some of us cheated for TA3/CT3. DAAAAAAAAAAAAAMMMMMMMNNNNNN IIIIIIITTTTTTTTTTT SSSSSSSSIIIIIIIIIAAAAAAAAALLLLLLLL ! I'm one of them ><. I wrote Combined Humans Stuff (SS,EH) on my table. I only admitted to cheating for that though God knows how many more subjects I had cheated...

Look at how the world has evolved. Ok ok. I mean country. Singapore. Students face with tremendous stress daily from schoolwork and examinations. They are always pressured to do well for examinations or else they will face consequences. This creates a competition among our classmates as everybody wants to do well. We fear for the consequences that will take place if we were to fail or do badly. Therefore, we are tempted to cheat to silence our parents nags or to "improve" from our poor results previously scored. We will go against values instilled in us in school for our own benefit. Are we self-centred ? I think so. That and spoilt too. It is because we cannot bear the punishment/scoldings given to us and therefore we will cheat to get into a comfortable state, what we all always want.

All those description totally fits me. Yeah. I will start studying for final year exam only after YOG or next week then get serious about it.

LOL I fail E Maths. 20% only. Haiz. 1st time in my life. Coincidentally, I got this result on Friday the 13th. Also, first time I came late to school today. STUPID FRIDAY THE 13TH CURSE !!! I have a long story to tell for my E maths fail. But I dont feel like sharing it here. coz no point telling. i fail. what can be done right... i have to accept this. no point crying over spilt milk. i will learn from my lesson. im so embarrassed as 326 only 2 failures. I need to buck up. I need to get back to reality. I have been in the dream world too much. Is this all an inception ? Well hopefully I can wake up before Final Year. :\ Im prepared to face the music. I deserve it totally.

This week sucks. I had my E MATHS test, BIO , COMBINED HUMANITIES (SS,EH) test too. I think I will fail E MATHS. Damn retarded ah, I came to the test forgetting the SIN and COS formula for trigonometry. And DAMN, most of the questions just need to apply those rules then can solve already ! F**K AH ! Sure fail one. Confirm the only failure in my class. CONFIRM. The other 3 tests I studied for them. Next week after long weekend break holiday is Physics, Higher Malay, both on Wednesday and Chemistry on Friday. Then week 8 is A Maths.

Oh ya and fasting starts next Wednesday . o_O" :D

TERM3 is soooooo gonna be screwed up. My report card will be like sh*t once again la...haiz as usual.

D:

Cruel.