The wait is coming to and end. As a new day approaches, I am getting closer to obtaining my much awaited results for MYE. That very day will be on the Monday 24 May 2010. I will come to school with fear, ready and prepared my results for all the papers. I will expect the worst, so that I won't get depressed if any of my marks are totally unsatisfactory. It's all about deceiving my mind since there is nothing else that I can do with my results.

I have a feeling I will fail AT LEAST 1 subject. Confirm fail 1 subject. Subjects which I think I will fail are PHYSICS, BIOLOGY, COMBINED HUMANS. 3 subjects out of 8 subjects that I take...nice...-_-" Somehow for Physics, my physics teacher didn't say anything to me about my paper unlike the rest who he thinks they underperformed. I have low expectations by him as I am a bit weak in it but he didn't tell me stuff like I really flunked it this time like what he told others in my class. I'm half thankful and relieved but still waiting here in fear.

I think I will fail Bio as I only memorised the contents 1 week before and not throughout the whole 7 days but just 3/4 days. :\ Confirm flunk. I think I will not do well for Combined Humanities (SS/EH) as my elect history teacher told our class that we did badly. For SS, it is mainly because I didn't study the essay topic which came out as I focused on another essay topic too much, totally ignoring the one which came out for exam. It caused me to write very little for that essay and based on my insufficient reading on it.

A good news came yesterday but unlike today, I think there will be bad news tmrw because of my actions today. The good news is that I got the form for Mt Ophir (Gunung Ledang) hike. Bad news, my passport is expiring in July and this leaves it to 1 month validity and insufficient of the 6 months validity required. Seriously, FUCK THAT ! This stupid asshole passport expiry date isnt bothering me just for this trip but also for OB SABAH in November. Screw off lah fuckhead passport expiry date. Anyway, what's the point of having an expiry date on an exact date when it actually requires 6 months validity to travel ? Well, it is not as if I will get lost and then deserted, surviving somehow for more than 6 months and then returning to Singapore only to realize I cannot as my passport expired. SERIOUSLY WTF. God, help me. Thanks God.

My day became bad just for that. Grrrrrr.