I got back all my results for SEC3 FYE. Well, obviously I didn't do well. Of course I got promoted but still that doesn't help me in feeling better about them. I might have to drop 1 subjects as my L1R5 is definitely above 20. I hope that I pass all the overall marks for all my subjects. Really, I love all my subjects, the combination that I have now as I don't need to take lit. The reason why I didn't do that well is my lack of effort in my revision. To be honest, I started studying for FYE only when Term 4 started. Ok let's just go straight to my results. You'll see how shitty and sucky they are. Really I mean it.

English 64 B4
Malay 67 B3
Higher Malay 71 A2
Combined Humans 51 C6
E Maths 65 B3
A Maths 30 F9
Physics 35 F9
Chemistry 56 C5
Biology 54 C6

Total Marks 493
Percentage 54.8%

There, right in front of your own eyes, my poor results. Why I fail A Maths and Physics badly, I lack the effort in practicing to apply the right formulas into the questions. These 2 subjects are crucial for ENGINEERING but hey, I am not going to venture into engineering sector in my life so ... :\ . Another thing is, I scored higher for HIGHER MALAY than MALAY. OMG. AM I RETARDED ? Isn't Malay like way way way way much easier than Higher Malay and yet I got distinction for HML but B3 only for Malay. I screwed it up I know. For my Malay O level paper this year, I hope it turns out well as so far those 2 papers that I took, I didn't screw them up big time. Stil have chance to get distinction if I start working like now. I will spend 1h everyday studying Malay be it just peribahasa. Of course I want to get A1 for Malay.

I will also be studying everyday in December. I mean it. I am sick of getting poor results. I look at all my classmates. They all have a few distinctions but for me, just 1. I need to get distinctions for my Maths and Sciences. Most importantly, my combined humanities as it is my only Humanities. By hook or by crook, I must get an A1 for Combined Humans for O level. That is my only Humanities ! Really, December will not be a time to enjoy and totally slack. For the Sec4s , they can slack and enjoy all they want as O levels will be over.

I shall see how I do for overall. I hope I pass all. That's all.