In less than 10 hours, we will be welcoming 2014. It's time to reflect on 2013. This year has been a year full of changes and learning how to adapt to them. It's rather unbelievable how so much can change within a year. There are some changes that I've gotten used to and some which I still have not. As a revisiting student, I had to attend Orientation for the second time. Didn't really made the effort to spend time with my OG throughout the year haha. My OGLs were awesome though (Mel Tai & Jun Han yay). I was also placed in a new tutorial group. I didn't expect myself to like my new class as much as I had thought during matriculation tbh haha. I kept on comparing them to 2T25 which was rather stupid as obviously they are both different classes with students of diverse personalities. This time it's quite weird to me with a couple in a class. I just can't provide an explanation for that somehow lol.

My A div teammates noticed that I had changed this year as compared to last year in terms of my personality. I was much more bold and outgoing in floorball. Well I guess I was really comfortable being around them. They are too awesome, what to do. Same goes for the girls team. Once again I can't help but compare them with my new teammates as they've stepped down. It's so different now. There's still people I can mock but it's just not as fun with my A div teammates instead. No more bus partner after training too ahhh. I will miss that the most sigh. Even the coach-cum-teacher IC has left. I wanted him to see me play in A div this year just so that I can show him how much I've improved since over a year. Oh well. There's 4 new teachers under floorball now. Trainings are still fucked up with the 5-7/ 7-9 timeslot but this time it will be on Tuesday and Friday instead. Seriously fuck la I wish I can just quit floorball and go all out with just my weighted calisthenics and squats/deadlift training which I started a few weeks back. My motivation for floorball training is running low, like reaaaaaaaally low it's not even funny. 5-6 more months of this shit. My passion for floorball is still there but I just lack the discipline to train hard for the next A div. Proud to be in CJ floorball but I can't wait to step down though. I'm pretty sure the incoming juniors will regret joining floorball once they know the training times haha. CJ floorball should just close down after 2 years la. Even the 'founder' of the team has left sigh. What to do. Push on and it will eventually be over.

6 days before school reopens. The main thing that I look forward to will be using the school gym though. The usual J1s at the gym are quite an awesome bunch and I hope we can motivate one another in our personal lifting training. It's also probably the only way I get to make more friends with this batch as I didn't attend any stretch programmes such as OBS/OSLP/WASP due to financial reasons and. It's rather ironic as I actually made some money by not attending those programmes haha. It's going to be hard to accept the fact that the J2s this year won't be in school anymore. I'm too attached to this batch. Even travelling to school will be a struggle as I don't have anyone to look forward to boarding the bus with me. I hope it won't be long before all these don't matter to me anymore. Pretty sure I will be too occupied with schoolwork next year. A level year. The ultimate year to conclude my 13 years of education.....by obtaining a certificate with letters on it ya. Really have to make the best out of next year and get it done well with no regrets. It will definitely be hard but nobody said that it will be easy. Faith in God will get me through 2014.

Happy New Year