It's finally done. It feels like I've just sealed a hole in my heart since late 2013. I'm so thankful for the catch-up session tonight which went pleasantly well. As much as I hated how things seldomly turn out the way I wanted them to back then, I realise it's the lessons I've picked up along the way and the unforgettable moments shared that makes me treasure this friendship even more. Perhaps it was God's intention to lead me to this path for this purpose itself.. I believe it's all part of growing up as humans, learning from our past mistakes and moving on with them as an individual with resillience.  There are some things which are never meant to be and there is nothing we can do about them except for accepting our fate. Make plans, but understand that we live only by Allah's grace, His Fadhal (favour) and His Rahmah (mercy). So don't worry, Allah has a plan for you.

Ramadan Mubarak