November has been a month of a new beginning and walking down memory lane, attempting to relieve the past as I still miss 2014. Like I've mentioned before, I am posted to Tuas Fire Station, Rota 3 to be exact. Same rota as my cousin can you believe it?! I couldn't initially but now I'm thankful to be in the same rota as him for he has been guiding me a lot and showing me the ropes in station(ropes are in locker 6 k lame sorry) That said, I have a lot to be thankful for with my posting after hearing accounts from my course mates on their station life. I could get used to this and endure with the first 3 months of apprenticeship("boy period") before it gets even better. There's also rota shift for me to get used to. As of now,I am rather clueless on how I could spend my off days productively. I even think that having too many off days can do more harm than good to me *gasp*. Strange how exactly a year ago having a whole day to do nothing is a blessing. 

I just took my first leave on the previous duty, which makes it a total of 5 days off with today being the last day. Well spent off days I guess. As much as I love to spend time by myself, the best way to utilise my off day is to meet up with a friend. Not too often because I'll need to recharge too. Shoutout to Daniel, Faiz, Farhan (PC) and Farhan (SJI) for the meet-ups, be it intentional or coincidental. God is great. 

I make plans for the future but when it doesn't go my way, I know it is going the way God planned it to be. I question my fate sometimes too unfortunately but who I am to know what's best for me when He is the Almighty who is the best of all planners. I may have failed my TP but I've learnt from my extra year in jc that every cloud has a silver lining. It just means I need more practice la why am I so hard-headed ah hais. I think it is the burning desire to work on my off days as well that makes it hard to accept my fate. Why am I so money-minded not like I can bring a cent to my grave (woa you're going too far m8). Just leave everything to God. Life is 10% what happen to me and 90% how I react to it (much profound, so deep, wow). Cheers to the upcoming holiday season. 

PSA: We are left with 40 days to New Year's Day.