Same shit every duty. What's new. NS really feels draggy and mundane now. I wonder how regulars can work here for more than 2 years when I'm already dying just 9 months into it. Must be the pay difference. But then again it's the money that keeps me going in this brain-dead job (kerje otak mati). Not exactly the job but rather the lack of calls at my station is really getting into me. My off days are more packed now and duty day feels sort of an off day in roughly 20 hours or so out of the 24 heh. I'm only halfway throughout my time in station guys oh my. No heart to serve anymore so I really feel dead as I'm more or less doing this just for the money. I That said, I think I wouldn't want to change a thing and I'm fine bearing this till the end. I would never ask for turn out at station as that's honestly such a selfish thought. Whenever someone says stuff like NIARI PL421 API BESAR AH FIRE LARGE then this is what would be triggered in my mind "eh sial ah kau nak mintak api eh kau nak tengok premises orang terbakar ngan kacau suap nasi diorang pe" ( +rolls eyes in my mind  having to deal with this shits.) Adoi it's all written by God la eh.