Greetings from Seoul! It's almost a week since I landed here. I finally get to blog cos it's malam Jumaat which means I'm done with school for the week. Oh and also, I am finally alone in the apartment. Blessed.

It has been rather tough settling down for the past week. As much as I prefer staying alone (or in a guesthouse at least), I admit that it is indeed handy to have some company staying with me. Especially when it comes to cooking hehehe.

We had planned to eat out on weekends and cook on weekdays. I have learnt a lot from my friends who are more knowledgeable in cooking so far. It has been the best take away yet. I don't think I'll get the chance to cook back at home cos there's always food at home prepared by my mum. Alhamdulillah for the rezeki. 

On another note, I realise that my time here is a much needed time to move on from the rejection I had in the first half of the year. I can't run away from reality. I try as much as I want to escape from reality but the truth is, it will be back to hurt me. I ought to embrace it rather than avoid it. There really is no other way. I know that everything happens out of Allah's wills and He is indeed the best planner. Sad to say, as long as I have yet to see the good (hikmah) behind it all, I will end up questioning my fate whenever my iman is low. Astarghfirullahalazim :(

Dear self. Take your time to heal. You may not see it now but something beautiful will happen when the time is right. Whenever you feel low, you have Allah to listen to you. I believe in you and in Allah I trust.

With that, I look forward to exploring Seoul alone or with people who I vibe with. If anyone wants to get anything here let me know ya. Face masks, shoes, clothes or whatsoever. If you want jungkook, jimin or DPR then I will try my best la ok no promises. 

Peace be upon you.